What's wrong with me?

When I met you I never thought
that I would learn the things you've taught
You're always willing & always there
By my side with endless care

You're always open, honest, & true
I've never had someone like you
Give all you have just for my smile
Patiently waiting all the while

But when I'm with you I have a blast
But I continue to cling to my past
I'm sorry I have the stupidest fear
But either way we're still near

Just wanna thank you for being tough
CZ what I've given is not enough
We'll see what happens from day to day
CZ taking times the only way