I saw no way out

I saw no other way out
on that June the ninth
When i ended it all
with the kitchen knife
Ended the crying and fearful screams
Brought on by the bullies that shattered my dreams
Ended the tears brought on by the break
That deep in my soul created deep heartache
Ended the peoples usual chase
That brought painful expressions upon my face
As you can see from the note i left
It was without a doubt
That on that June the ninth
I saw no way out.