My Brother

by ashley   Jul 17, 2005


This is dedicated to my brother he is in foster care and I miss him Soooo much

As I sit here and think about the past
How I took care of you
How I promised you that nothing would ever happen to you
I'm so sorry I let you down
I cry at night when no one is around
Wishing that I had been there when you needed me most
Wishing I could have done something
I want you to know that I never meant for you to live like this
Seeing me at my worst
Trying to die cause I couldn't take this life
Now I see I was weak
Because little brother you are stronger then me
The strongest little boy I ever will meat
But I miss you a lot and I'm trying to be strong
But all I can think about is how I let you down
I was suppose to be your protection
Suppose to be there when you frown
When you smile
I'm suppose to watch you grow
But I've missed a year and half of your life
I will never get that back
They say you'll come back soon
But they lie because soon seems like never
And I grow weak with each visit
You seem so far and distant
You don't seem like my little man
You act like a total stranger
That tears me apart
To see you aren't my little boy
The little man I took care of for soo long
When daddy was drinking and yelling
When mommy would work all those long hours
She never knew that I was your support
And when they put me away
I loved to hear your voice on the phone
Saying you loved me and missed me
Now it pains me cause I can't be there for you
The way You were there for me
Please forgive me
And understand I love you and always will
I will try to be strong
But if I can't and I fold
I'm showing you all my cards
That I love you and goodbye

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  • 16 years ago

    by StandStill

    Beautiful. made me think of my younger brother and how i am letting him down

  • 18 years ago

    by crystal

    Hay its not youre fault shit happens for a reson even if it totally sucks

  • 18 years ago

    by Switchblade89

    Brought tears to my eyes.....very sad poem.

  • 18 years ago

    by Rosie

    Touched my heart, one of my favourites. well done hun. stay strong for you and your brother. Rosie xXx

  • 18 years ago

    by i miss my angels

    Hey i know how you feel i am 14 and adopted and i have a 1 year old brother from my real mom and he is being adopted in december aand i have only seen him twice