Shhh stay quiet

Look at her, thats the love of your life,
the girl you want to marry, one day become your wife,
look at her, look how beautiful she is,
beauty flows off her like words from a poet, walking and talking with rhythm that continuously gives,
the girl thats been nothing but a friend to me for years,
is now the girl i want to be my wife,
i know everything about this girl, but i don't know how she would take this,
would she embrace it with her heart and soul, or would she take my heart and break it,
would she tell me that she has felt the same way about me,
or would she say that i am just a friend, and thats all i will ever be,
I Love You, i just want to scream it out to her and all the world,
let her know that i want her to be more than a friend, but my girl,
look at her and that beautiful smile,
a beautiful face that even a blind man could see away from miles, and miles,
at times when we talk, i just want to tell her how i feel,
get these emotional pains of secrecy out, as her love gives me comfort, as the pains start to heal,
there she goes, and i feel like I'm about to crack,
if i tell her now, there will never be any going back,
she says hi to me, and the words play in my mind,
all words perfect in my head, but how to tell her i cant find ,
she looks at me and ask if there is something i want to get off my chest,
she could tell there was something on my mind from the facial expressions i expressed,
shh stay quiet is all i can think,
because all the words i want to say just wont link,
i start talking about other things but really I'm quiet inside,
i talk about topics, but don't say whats on my mind,
i turn and say bye, i gotta stay quiet,
just another day lost, where i keep my feelings in the closet