My Beautiful Body Art

Beautiful painted designs
gorgeous red art
my pictures my memory's
my permanent scars

lying all over my body
three dozen or more
scars of my uncontrollable pain
my beautiful body art

crying crimson tears
as I'm carving art on my arm
I'm getting very frustrated
i cant take it anymore

so many tears
i cry everyday
my thoughts of regret
always coming my way

my beautiful body art
is all i have left
to remind myself everyday
living is the one thing i regret