My head hurts
the pain inside
its causing me to explode
my chest feels like its about to rip open
my head feels like its slowly splitting
yet I'm still breathing
i don't get it
i don't get how all this pain and hurt
and I'm still breathing
the one thing i want death
i don't get
but i do everything else
all i ever done
is tried my best
but its not accepted
i get it all chucked back in my face
i try i fail
i try again
i fail again
well i don't want to try any more
i certainly don't want to fail anymore
i have had my fair share of failure
where are all the rewards
i at least deserve an award for
"person who has failed the most"
if nothing else
i been told if you don't like it
theres the door
so I'm heading to the doorway
the doorway to death!
