A wounded angel

Never thought I would be saying this
Didn’t think you would want to hear
I thought it would go away
This sorrow and growing fear.

I am looking deep in your eyes
Trying to help you through the pain
Not knowing what is wrong
Not knowing who to blame

I see you looking at me
Feeling the sorrow in my heart
Not knowing I am in the wrong
Not knowing why I am falling apart.

Tell me what is happening
What is making your eyes so sore?
From crying a sea of sorrow
From the pain of a wound so raw

You must know something has happened
Can you not see it in my eyes?
I have hurt us in the process
Of making you realize.

I am starting to get scared
You look to show no innocence
The air is tightening up
As the atmosphere get tense

I am sorry I truly am
I never meant for you to cry
I love you with all my heart
That’s why I am saying goodbye.

Why are you standing up?
You haven’t told me what’s wrong
There is something in your hand
That doesn’t really belong

‘It was never meant to happen
That night you left me alone
He wasn’t meant to be there
Just him in our home’

Words won’t leave my mouth
My skin is turning white
My body begins to shake
Surged with evil fright

‘He held me to the floor
And bruised my helpless life
forced upon me his sin
Know handed me this knife’

Raped in our home
The love of my life
Took away her soul
Now killed her with this knife.