Knife

Sweet gentle knife
i need to feel your burn
people are always causing me pain
but now it's my turn

now it's my turn
to make myself bleed
a slash or two with the knife
my own hurt is what i need

it's all i need
to feel satisfied
if it doesn't work
I'll at least know i tried

I'll know i tried
but that's not enough
I'll keep cutting and watching
as my blood rises up

my blood rises up
to the top layer of skin
with this I'm feeling better
i now rebegin