Inner Storm

The sun may be shinning
It is a nice day,
to you.

Deep inside
locked away from you
it is storming

At first I thought I would be okay
I never wanted to be so hurt
I never wanted to pretend

I hate needing a razor
To make me feel alive
To make me forget

Its so lonely
I have no one
no shoulder to cry on

Yeah when they see me
I am laughing having a "good" time
Yeah I am not going to let them know I hurt

I pray
for the pain to stop
God must not here it

Its so dark
In this world
Of mine

I wonder
why me
why now god

I may be a nice day
but deep inside
There is a raging strom