Hidden no Longer

I acted like a jerk
You stayed with me.
I played with other girls hearts.
You forgave me.
I was mean to you.
Your friends saved me.
I try to cry.
You cry for me.
I was afraid to be who I am.
You helped me.
I love you.
And you loved me.
I pray for forgiveness one last time.
Will you forgive me?
I cannot blame you if you don’t.
It will be the first time you hurt me.
I don’t deserve it.
But please forgive me.
I cannot go on with my lies any longer.
I BEG YOU TO TRUST ME!
I lost your trust.
There is no hope for me.
I love you.
Of that I pray you see.

This is for my Girlfriend who I love with all my heart and was a jerk to. I pray she forgives me but I cannot and will not blame her if she doesn’t. I put her through too much. But I love her till the end and from the start.