What is happy

What is being happy
I cant remember anymore,
now I’m in a cold dark world with everything
so gloomy
there’s no escape in sight I just keep trying to make my way out of this world
here no one smiles or laughs or even thinks of giggling
everyone here is so monotone
everyone is starting to look the same to me
there’s no light to guide me
I feel so alone its so cold here
hundreds of people pass me by just bumping into me like I’m not even there
what’s happy can some one please remind me I have forgotten, I have been here much to long
how do u smile?, how do u laugh or even giggle?
where’s my guiding light?
is it going to cum or will I be stuck here 4ever?