Dear Baby

Dear Baby,
i know that you've been cheating on me
and that I've been acting like i couldn't see
but deep inside, my heart was breaking
my stomach felt ill and my head was aching
what did she give to you, that i could not
yesterday was our anniversary, i can't believe you forgot
its only cause you've been sleeping around with her
shes making things shake, and stir
everything was beautiful and perfect before
you had a fling, but you ran to her for more
at night, when your holding her, i cry
so tell me the truth now, please don't lie

Fiona

Dear Baby,
I'm sorry that you had to find out this way
i swear i was gonna tell you someday
and the reason for my confession
is that I've learned my lesson
and i really want to tell you the truth
because i lied and i cheated and i lied a little more
but after i did it i don't know why i did it for
baby, i still love you, and try to forgive me
I'll let all my secrets out, now I'm free
I'm sorry i caused you so much heart ache
and that i was with her while your heart breaks
and I'm sorry that you cry yourself to sleep at night
I'll try to change things, ill try with all my might

Simon

Dear Baby,
I'm sorry, i just cannot live with the guilt
and lies is what our love is how our love is being built
too many tears have been dropped
and now i can't love you now that you've stopped
too much blood has been tipped down the drain
too much time has been wasting by crying in the rain
too many time that i have wasted telling myself that you still love me
when you really love her, don't lie, i can still see
and now even though my life is ruined by you
I'll still love every little thing that you do
and even though my life is going to an end
you will always be my closest friend
even though you cheated and lied
made me cut, bleed and cried
i can't take your apology, sorry i just can't
you were my wish, but that wish god would just not grant
i know i can't have you, so there is no point in trying
every time i look at you, my heart feels like dying.
so this time, I'm trying to make things right when they're wrong
I'm too weak, i loosen my grip on life, and now I'm gone

Fiona

Dear Baby,
Why did you have to take your life?
why did you bleed from cutting with that knife?
Why did you cry yourself to sleep that night?
why didn't you try to fight suicide?
why did you have to leave?
the answer to all these questions is because I've deceived
I've deceived you, and tried to make things right
but all i did was make you take your life
now your in heaven, trying to smile
but your still hurt, the pain is gonna stay for a while
i can't believe your not here with me
my soul feels guilty, i need to be free
i take my gun, and point it to my head
one bullet and I'm dead
i fall to the floor and close my eyes
i try so hard not to cry
for I'm running to you in heaven
there, I'll be with you twenty four seven
i died for you baby, and to free my guilt
and to release the tension that i built
so baby I'm sorry, and this letter is full of truth
because baby i died because i still love you

Simon