A thousand tears

Memory’s came back
I then realized
Why I was in love
My heart undisguised

I am so confused
Don’t know what to do
I need and angel
To help me through

Waiting to be told
What I must do
To be happy in life
With or without you

I left you for a reason
That’s now not so clear
You seemed to of changed
Witch is now a sudden fear

Fear that you’re happier
With out me here
That you had moved on
And that you never shed a tear

As I shed a thousand
Every long night
Cried my self to sleep
Missing your sweet goodnights

I said only friends
It’s all I could bare to be
The pain you brought
By never loving me