Forbidden Love? (pt.2)

Like our situation wasn't bad enough,
everyday it seems to get worse.
I wasn't prepared for a pain so severe,
let alone bearing this dark curse.

I held Gods trust deep in my heart,
after he showed our love was true.
Now I fear to trust him cuz our chances look slim,
I guess its wrong to be with you?

Why is God toying with our hearts?
Whys destiny playing this game?
Their fun and success leads to our distress,
and a road to a path of pain.

I stare at your pics all the time,
and hold them so close to my heart.
Everyday alone spent in this confined torment,
makes it feel like we're further apart.

So many tears run down my eye,
until my vision becomes dim.
I'm left alone in the dark without a spark,
thanks to this life being so grim.

Id give the world for just one kiss,
give anything to touch your face.
So it wont seem like our loves a dream,
so it wont seem like 'us' is a waste.

But by the looks of things it is,
is this really our destined fate?
Are we supposed to live in betray and dismay,
or forever are we to wait?

I get tired of this gray life,
without knowing what to do.
Confusion runs my brain and I cant explain..
why it seems forbidden to be with you.