Hate

I hate this face
I have to put on everyday.
Just to make everyone
else feel better.. feel better
knowing they helped somone.

They just don't realize..
nothing is better
I am still in as much pain
as that dreadful day more then
a year ago.

I still miss my daddy
and my heart still breaks
they all say the pain lessessns that
the pain goes away.

They all lie and they want
me to lie with them.
I am tired of this face
of happiness when all i want to
do is cry..

Maybe someday I will smile
a true and happy smile..
till then i will make everyone
happy and put on this
face.