Suicide Note

I don't think that I can do this,
Having you always yell at me,
I'm sorry I'm not like her,
I'm sorry I can't be who you want me to be,

I can't take the disapproving looks,
Or the hateful glares,
I can't take the awkward silences,
or the resentful stares,

I can't do this anymore,
I Can't live with all of this hate,
Maybe with me now around,
Your lives will all be great,

I'm sorry if this hurts you,
Or even makes you cry,
I can't hold on any longer,
I am choosing to die,

This is my suicide note,
Written especially for you,
The people who were supposed to love me,
But treated me so cruel,

So when you find my body,
I hope you know that you did this to me,
With every disapproving look,
And everything you chose not to see,

Don't pretend to be sad,
Or sat "If I only knew",
Because this is all your fault,
This is what you made me do!