The truth is,
I know you never loved me,
The way you looked at those girls,
Always the pretty ones,
I was left in the shade by them
And you knew it,
You did not care,
How it tortured me so much,
When you accused me of cheating,
Your guilty conscience shone through,
Your eyes were trying to deceive me,
But it did not work,
Your friends told me what you got up to,
It broke my heart,
I had just finally learnt to trust you,
And you played me like your little game,
My heart was broken,
My trust smashed by you,
And you laugh,
But why?
You just broke a young girl’s heart,
And now I cry in my room,
With just our last picture,
The rest was burnt along with my pride,
And now the pills are lying around me,
Looking at me,
Asking questions,
Should I do it or live for another hurtful day,
I write you that letter, making you feel guilty I hope,
That I am on my own now,
I am lying on my bed now,
Wishing that I would just die,
I have phoned you, asking you to come and see me,
I have left the door open for you,
Now I am watching everything blur as tears fill my eyes,
And knowing that you will find me cold on my bed,
Empty and alone,
I am sorry that you had to find me,
With cold eyes and the letter for you in my hand,
But now you know what it feels like for me,
When you broke my heart,
Truth is love hurts doesnt it?
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This was very hard to write as this brought back hurtful memories so please enjoy!
