Something I Never Had

looking at you
looking at me
to feel something that will never be
the feel of sadness
my outer rage
what comes of this is my complete madness
the feel of a tear
down my face
is what i drear
to look into the mirror
to feel that you are gone
is what i fear
you walk away
i feel the tears
make their way
to look at you
to look at me
i wonder if you feel the way i do
I'm holding on tight
fearing to loss
waiting for the words good-night
i feel so bad
cause I'm holding on to something i never had