I have a secret that's about me
but i can't find the words or heart to tell you
i don't think that you'll understand
so if I show you maybe you will
when i show you
you have to promise you won't cry or shout out
you have to be strong cause i won't be there to comfort you
you know i will always love and care for you
i will look down and give you strength
i will look down and give you happiness
i will look down and give you warmth
i will look down and give you life
i will always be around
i will always answer you when you call for me
i know I'll never forget you and i know you'll never forget me
i hope that you will understand and for give me for what i did
i know i tried to warn you
i even told you
but you ignored my pleads and cries for help
for i knew i was becoming too weak
now don't you wish you did something
and don't you wish you answered my cries
I'm slowly dying as i write this
and you sit in the other room
i got tired of fighting with my emotions
i know i didn't have much but depression
i wish i was with you and i wish you did something to save me
i don't think that you ever listened to me when i spoke
i don't think i care anymore
i couldn't deal with this anymore
so i did what i could to make me feel better even if it hurt you
so now I'm free
and i feel better
now that I'm gone
so do you
