To take a blade to someone else is hard
but to take a blade to yourself is very easy
people call me crazy
and don't understand what goes through my mind
and it's easy for them to say thats stupid
and life can't be that bad
and it's obveous
that they have no idea what its like being me
abused
torn apart
emotionally scared
broken
and lonely
they just don't understand
how hard it is to be me
every day I regret waking up
everysday I've got to deal with my pain
all the time I dream of being someone else
how great life would be then
I've got to live with my misery
and I've got to live with my mistakes
and evey day I've got to live with just being me
i pray for a friend
a friend who would understand
i pray for you
but that will never come true
