I just want to forget

I wish that I could erase you,
from all my thoughts and dreams.
The memory of you, resides in my head
sometimes its to much to bare it seems..
inside I feel dead
This pain is so surreal
I don't want to feel
all this anguish and this pain
its taken a tole on me
its such a metal strain
please help me to forget you.
just so I can get by
forget all these memories
and help me not to cry
I don't want you to feel bad
its not your fault I fell
I try to keep my head up
please try not to yell
please don't be mad
but I cant bare much more
my heart is shattered
my bodies sore
I don't know how much I can take
I'm falling into deep depression
I just don't want to wake
so as a final note
I want you to know
I will ALWAYS LOVE you.
but I cant keep feeling this low
your the thing that keeps my heart beating strong.
the one who gives me hope
who makes me smile
who helps me cope.
But I lost you.
there's no turning back
Take this pain away
I cant get my life back on track
so I am erasing you...
from all my memories...dreams and thoughts...
my hearts bleeding
its all tied up in knots..
SO I must leave you with a simple goodbye..
if I'm not here tomorrow
please do not cry....