My life

My life is a game,
A painful one where I have to lose,
I am forced to hide my ugly face in shame,
Because the rules my opponent must choose.

My life is a mirror,
No shred of happiness goes unnoticed,
clouded by storms of horror,
Thats what nature seems to insist.

My life is a monster,
Seducing me darkly then eating at me,
Determined to hurt all I love,
To kill and destroy all that I see

My life is a lie,
Where twisted tongues smile so sweet.
Life would be better if I were to die,
Stabbed through a heart that no longer beats.