Everyday you hear stuff like life is hard and life is crazy.
lemme tell you my story about my life daily.
everyday i wake up and cry while i regret.
every wrong I've ever done and the wrong people I've met.
i don't know what else to do but shed tears of pain.
pain from the past because it'll never be able to change.
too much trials and tribulations in this short life of mine.
too much craziness from that past that's still on my mind.
parents are divorced and still fighting.
brother of mine is still giving me a hard time.
I'm the blame of the whole family because no one understands me.
relationships with boys are too crazy.
they add more drama to the stress in my life.
they just build more and i accumulate the strife.
no one to walk beside me to ease the pain.
i walk by myself in this crazy lane.
school's too messed up and I'm failing.
once a straight A student but now I'm struggling.
so much emptiness that needs to be filled.
not even Jesus can i run to he's been killed.
I'm lost and confused and my heart is troubled with love.
i don't even know what i can handle and what I'm made of.
half the time on the bended knees begging the lord please.
I'm up again but I'm weak so i stumble and again I'm on my knees.
looking up at the lord while tears stream down my face.
no one will ever be able to feel what it feels like in my place.
i got a lot ahead of me and all i can do is pray.
then i go to sleep and wake up and hope for a better day.
