Unbearable

I know this sucks. It's hard for me to rhyme and express my feelings at the same time, but please vote and comment anyway! Thanks!

Normal by day
Cursed by night
It never goes away
Forever I will run in fright

I run from a memory
That causes so much pain
I hide in the corner
And cry the Lords name in vein

Why can't I just live a normal life
These tears are so real
I wipe my hand across my cheek
To dry the moisture that I feel

This is nothing new
Night after night I fall to pieces
I break down as it seeps through me
It crawls through my skin
And never ceases

Very few people know the pain I feel
They would ask me, how did I sleep
I would answer them
To me, my dreams speak of a memory so deep

There isn't much I can say
About something so terrible
That happened long in my past
Except that this anguish is unbearable.

Jennifer