Her Taken her life was a mistake

My mom used to beat me till i could barley gasp for air
It was like this till one day i woke up and she wasn't there
There was no food and nothing to drink
All but just the rotten milk left in the sink
I looked around for money but all i found was a note
I opened it up to find my mother had " wrote "
She said she was sorry for how she hurt me
were my eyes were swollen black and i couldn't see
when she would leave me with nothing to eat
and when she arrived back i would get beat
she signed sorry but not another word said
from then on i knew she was dead
I ran threw the house screaming her name
How could i be this stupid how could i seem this lame
I crashed to my knees with tears running more and more
as i looked up to find the closed bedroom door
i walked to the door scared to look inside
this may be where my mother is found dead not alive
with so much fear as the door came open
i seen my mother not even a scream was spoken
She ran to her room with tears all down her face
she grabbed her shoe and she ripped out lace buy lace
she tied them togther and hung them around he ceiling fan
this had been something not planned
She stepped up to the edge of her bed
as she took the lace and tied it below her head
she stepped off the edge and the next day found dead
As they were hauled away and set below
The cops found something the little girl didn't know
That on the back of the note it had said
Something that would have changed both of them being dead
Her mother had put dint do what i did don't commit a crime
Cause in the end dye in peace wait till its your time