The knife

Now you've finished me,
my worlds fell apart,
and once again,
you've broken my heart,

i loved you more than ever,
i just can't believe you said;
'i will always love you,'
then you took me to bed,

you have just used me for sex,
i really should have known,
that you would do this to me,
i feel so alone,

i cry myself to sleep again,
i was just getting over last time,
I've decided to cut and bleed once more,
when will i draw the line,

my arm is full of blood,
it's rushing out of my vein,
i can't believe you did this to me,
you've driven me insane,

this big black hole,
is looking very friendly,
its getting bigger now,
but this can't be me,

i seem to be falling,
down so far,
i think that this time,
it will leave a scar,

i don't think i can bear it,
not any more,
it's getting quite scary now,
my arms getting sore,

all my pain seems to be gone,
out of my life,
i guess it's because,
i turned to the knife!

*Michelle*