My life..thanx

I walk into the bathroom

The tiles on the floor are cold

I turn on the hot water

Steam begins to rise

Another day

A few more tears to be shed

Why does my life have to be like this

I’m not sure why I act the way I do

Or why I do the things I do

I try to get back at people and rebel

In the end I just hurt myself more

If I cut to get peoples attention

I just end up with scars and no friends

If I try to starve myself to get guys
attention

I end up with a granny looking body

Uglier than I was with only a doctors attention

I could do so much more to get peoples attention

The only thing it would lead to is more harm or death

So ill set down the blade, eat right

Ill turn up the music shut my door

So they cant hear me cry anymore

As messed as my life is I wont do any self-harm

Instead ill just cry

I have many friends that would led a shoulder

And I want to thank them for being there

They actually care…

I love you guys!!