Because of Me

I said I wouldn't hurt you,
I said I wasn't the same,
but what did i go and do?
because of me you're now in pain.

turned dead before we had a chance,
silenced now we hush our cries,
is this our last dance?
is this the day my heart finally dies?

I said I was in love with you,
I said I would always stay,
but now am I turning untrue?
now am I throwing it all away?

destroyed by my own hands,
disassembled by my own tools,
will you ever understand,
why I broke all of these rules,

I said for you I really cared,
I said with you I did belong,
I've broken what you've repaired,
I'm in love but feel so wrong,

killed with words from my lips,
murdered by words I've said,
I am the reason your heart rips,
the reason why it now is dead,

I said let's be together,
I said never let it end,
but broken now is our forever,
almost lost is my best friend,

torn apart by the one you love,
emotionless I surely must seem,
no longer your angel from above,
but the demon that haunts your dreams,

I said don't let me go,
I said to make me stay,
what now do I need to know,
besides that you let me drift away,

once in love but now your unsure,
why am I like this- what have I done?
is our love no longer pure?
left dead now is our shining sun?

I said I didn't know,
I said to just forget,
now no affection is showed,
I'm just ready to quit,

still I'll try to mend what I tore apart,
and now that I let your heart die,
I try to make everything restart,
for your heart I mournfully cry,

I said I wouldn't hurt you,
I said I wasn't the same,
but what did I go and do?
because of me you're now in pain...