I am a fake

I’ll keep a smile on my face, a smile that’s not real.
So you and everyone else won’t know exactly how I feel.
Each day comes and goes the same as yesterday.
Buts that is the way I’ve learned to live its easier that way.
So today I’ll fake another smile and pretend that I’m just fine.
Act as though I’m no longer here, no longer will I shine.
I’m a fake nobody knows it but I don’t even know me.
But everybody thinks that I’m crazy little s0ph, there all to blind to actually see.
I can no longer lie to myself I hate the person I am.
And I’m trying to change I really am I’ll do whatever I can.
I’m sorry that I’ve dumped this on you but to read it was your choice.
And now it’s your choice to ignore or to use your voice.
What I mean is not to help me but to take a look around.
Get to actually know people you may be surprised at what you’ve found.
People aren’t what they seem. There are a lot of others that feel how I do.
Hey take the time to get to know yourself. Maybe you feel this way too.
Of course I will be fine. It’s not like my life is at stake.
I just have to change. At the moment I am a FAKE.