Suffocating

Im suffocating
Inside of this room.
Thoughts re arranging
And loss of breathe comes so sudden, and soon.
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Ignore the pain.
I tell myself once more
And I reach for my throat.
To find your hands upon it.
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I beg you to quit
But you ignore my word.
Suffocating me night after night,
I cant take this anymore.
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I give everything to you.
Yet you still want more.
Just one false word.
And you walk out the door.
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Accidentaly cutting my breathe short
Times ticks by
And still I try
But your hands just wont let go.
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Yet you squeeze harder and harder.
And I apologize for my own opinion.
Because they are not your views.
Suffocating every single decision.
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Suffocating Us
Suffocating me
Suffocating my life.
Suffocating.........

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