I was laying in my bed
and i felt it come back
it settled on my chest like heavy molten lead
preparing for another brutal attack
It struck me like a stray bolt of lightning
it bound me in vines of superior strength
more expected than frightening
and i swear i will go to any length
to stop this from hurting me
letting it take me over
my luck has run out as far as I can see
I never found that four leafed clover
back to the snapping rubber bands
the slicing knifes
the sinking sands
all the wasted lives
I thought I had gotten better
but I had only gotten worse
and my eyes had only gotten wetter
this is some god dam.n curse
sent from hell to kill me inside
for I have committed so many sins
I will sit inside and bid myself
count all my losses and my wins
wait this terror out
no more happiness rains from the sky's
I'm stuck in a parched drought
chocked by all the prickly lies
they suck the sanity from me
I wonder what this shall turn out to be?
death for sure...
and i will go down willingly
sparing those who loved me a gentle goodbye
as i give on last final sigh
