Temptation of my knife

temptation of my knife

It’s coming back I know,
I am not sure I won’t be able,
to fight it away,

The pain in my heart,
Will never go un-known,
And the tears I cry just,
Wont stop falling form my eyes,

And the temptations of,
my knife is becoming my biggest strife,

I try my hardest to fight it,
But this is now my life,

I spend all my time ignoring the pain,
And trying to forget the past,

I try my best to leave it behind,
But in my life it’s the only thing that ever came back,

For some reason I can’t let it go,
And for that same reason,
My temptation will start to show,

I am not strong enough to fight it alone,
I wish I could stop,
But my knife has causes me nothing but joy,

I am just tired of trying to fight the
Temptation of my dear knife

~Ashleigh~