The pain you caused

by It Itty   Aug 1, 2005


You never realized the pain you caused me...
you will never realize the scars you made...

I doubt that you even care,
I doubt you would if you even knew...
I am who I am, I will not change.
God created me, so deal with it.
I'm sorry I was always the thing in your way,
the thing you hated.
I'm sorry I took your friends,
I'm sorry I hindered your life.

I am who I am, I will not change.
you never realized the pain you caused,
you will never realize the scars you made.

You will not have much longer
to deal with me,
you will be leaving soon
maybe what they all say is true,
maybe we will get along.
I don't know

I've tried so hard to please you,
you just pushed me away...
You wouldn't even hold my hand to pray.

You don't realize how much it hurts
even if you do, you don't care,
because of that I am waiting, counting the days...

Will I rejoice when you are gone?
Or will I miss you.
I do not hate you, even though I feel you do me.
That is your decision.

All I can and will do is pray for you.
As I have been doing for a long time.
Good bye...

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  • 18 years ago

    by Lipton

    Wow... this is very sad... not in an emotion sad way, but it's sad in such a way, that I feel that it could be to me... from Katelyn... I seriously don't think I treat her very well...

    Anyway, this is your poem, and it's selfish of me to look at how it applies to me, and not notice how it's applying to you. I'm here if you need to vent... I can only imagine what this is about, but I will let you tell me.

    ~Ciao Lipton

  • 18 years ago

    by Anne Conner

    That's sad. I guess sometimes it is hard to get along with people. I'm guessing this is about a brother or sister. I have both and I have learned to get along with them most of the time, even though it is hard sometimes. Ask God to help you give more of your wants a rest while you let them go first. I guess that has helped me a lot. That and lots of prayer. I'll be praying for you.
    ~anne

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