Telling u good bye

The thought without you breaks my heart deep inside.
but i know I'm always going to hide.
all because I'm scared to love again.
so I'm going to have to make the relationship end.
because i know if i fall i wouldn't be able to get back up.
so i have to give up.
I'm giving up ever loving you.
all because i believe all the things that aren't true.
i was trying to forget you and now I'm here crying u away.
having so much to say.
my heart is broken into.
and I'm going to miss you.
but i know that i could never love the same.
i have to much pain.
so because i let fear take control of me.
I'm going to have to leave.
this is going to be so hard telling you a lie.
but because I'm afraid of my own feelings I'm telling you good bye.