Used (dear maggie...)

To Her...

How could you go and do something like that?
have you got no heart?
It only makes me wonder more,
when did this really start?

Did he cheat on me?
Was It with you?
Did you tell him no?
or did you want it too?

You can't blame me for thinking,
after all you've done.
You're filling my sky with rain clouds,
i can no longer see the sun.

It makes no difference that I'm over him now,
that's not the problem anymore.
But how could you be so insensitive?
when you knew i wasn't before.

Don't try to tell me it's nothing,
you can't honestly say that's the truth.
I know there's something more there,
and don't tell me i have no proof.

Everyone has noticed,
and don't say you haven't realized.
Teachers, friends, everyone,
they all see that look in your eyes.

I'm hurting and you know it,
but you say you need to hear it from me.
so here it is, here's how i feel,
and i make no apologies.

I feel hurt and low,
betrayed and bruised.
I've been screwed around,
lied to and used.

I feel like crying,
because of the things i see and hear.
like I know where I'm trying to go,
but i cannot steer.

You have everything over me,
he was the one thing i had.
Now I've got nothing,
You knew i was sad.

As soon as you saw him,
after we broke up that night
you were all over him, right in front of me,
like i wasn't even in sight.

I'm so angry at him too,
and he never told you to stop.
whenever i see you two flirting,
it makes my stomach drop.

You know I'll always love you,
although right now I'm not sure why,
you're the one's who make me happy,
yet you're both the reason why i cry.