Attempt

Tonight was the night
That i wanted to end my life
To od on some pills
Not by the cut of a knife

But i didn't die
I was very unwell
Taken to emergency
Felt like i was going through hell

My arms uncovered the nurses could see
All i wanted to say
Don't judge me by the cuts on my wrist
Because i never wanted things to be this way

People asking me questions
How and what i did
Even a question like
At 15 have you had a kid

The day i could of died
Was the saddest day
No clouds in the sky
All i could see was darkness and grey

I'm sorry for what i did
But i do love you
Maybe you could have saved me
But theres only some much one person can do