Do You Even Care??

My eyes are blurred and full of tears,
Its time I retraced the place of my fears,
I bring the blade to my thigh,
I cut a message as I cry,

I can no longer live this way,
Full of dreams that seem to decay,
So I take the knife to my vein,
And dig it deep and release my pain.

No longer I can live with the fake grin,
Having people ignoring whats within,
I hate everything that I have become,
No one seems to want to have any fun,

Now as I lay and bleed alone,
I'm waiting for to come home,
So my feelings I can share,
But now I can scream "Do you even care?"

~this was crap...~