I am sorry

I'm sorry for the things I've said,
I'm sorry for the things I've done,
I'm sorry for ever liking you,
I'm sorry this ever begun.

The thing is, I'm so sorry the more I think of you each day, I just feel sorry for my heart because it has to feel this way.
People tell me just move on, but what do they know, I don't listen to what they say, ever since seeing you, my body's never felt this way.

I can't describe the feeling, wanting to hold you so tight, showing you off to everybody, because your the most beautiful thing in sight.

I know this is all impossible, it's like a game we play when we are young, wanting something for so long is there a need to hold on.
God once said, "nothings impossible" don't give up, before it's begun but there's no need for these games, when I'm not having fun.

I've never smiled this way I've never danced so much, and when my friends stop me in the street and comment on how much I've sprung.

I know you won't believe me, but over these past few days my heart's been filled with joy I know I'm not that girl, the one you use to toy!

Sometimes, It's hard to understand you, wishing I was more like you. But we all know these wishes don't come true.

Someday I know it's true that this will all end for me and you but for now, I know I'm happy, for you've got my heart, and I've captured yours too.

To that guy, I'm falling in love with you.

Written [2004]