How much it hurts you'll never know
I'll put on my face and hide from you
but the pain i feel, you'll never guess
the things i see, cant believe their true
i have cuts so deep they cant be seen
the pain i feel just sits inside
my hearts become a lump of coal
so you cant see, i run and hide
so I'll fake my smile, and hide from the world
cause i know that they'll never understand
I'll keep it in, till it eats me up
all my pain, ain't life grand
