When you left me

I sit here now, alone in despair
i can still feel the chill of those cold wet tears
from all those years gone and forgotten
the day you left me, my one true fear

i remember as though the day just passed
the hurt still fresh, each day renewed
i never knew my heart held so much grief
each tick of time, almost seems crude

each time i think, the thought is of you
each time i breathe, it's you i breathe
you were part of me, and now your gone
i never thought you would give up and leave

so many thought, emotions and bitter feelings
i resent you for leaving, i hate you right now
you left me here longing your presence
you took my heart too, you selfish cow

it kills me to feel, to hate, to cry
but these things i cant stop
i cant stop the hurt cant stop the pain
to make it stop, to take that one last step
towards the end, to be always with you forever by your side