I'll Have To Come Home!

When you’re young,
You have an image of your life,
To be a good mom,
And a great wife.

But for me it’s different,
I just want to be older,
I don’t care about being a wife,
But my life can’t get any bolder.

I’m so independent,
And I guess that’s not a good thing,
But seriously,
I need to get out of this ring.

This ring I’m in,
It’s like cotton wool,
Move one wrong step,
And down comes the wall.

I hate my life,
Being like it is,
Never that happy,
And it’s full of sadness.

I’m sick of tired,
Of always being lonely and lost,
I’m tired of going to the doctors,
I feel like I’ve been battered and tossed.

I don’t wanna live with my mom,
I don’t wanna live with my dad,
My depression, loneliness,
Is the worst feeling I’ve ever had.

Its time for me to have a break,
I hate, what I am feeling,
But at the end of the day,
I am only a human being.

So I’m going for a little holiday,
Not contacting anybody,
Not my mommy,
And not my daddy.

I’m gonna see what its like,
To be all on my own,
It wont be too great,
Cause I’ll have to come home.

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