Finally dead

I have tried
tried so hard
to talk to you
to let you no
to let it show
that i love you
and you failed to notice
i don't no what you thought
i was all ways there for you
just as some one to be there
just some one on the side
i really did care
i loved you so much
it hurt me when you looked
into my eyes
as i was expecting
a different surprise
for you to tell me
i love you back
and that you will always be there
when i need you
i watched you go threw
so many crushed
so many broken hearts
but you never
noticed me
and my problems
that were going on
and i was so mean
so evil and cruel
i called you a fool
and i didn't want you
i said
i didn't want to talk to you
but i was thinking you didn't care
that you didn't love me
and my heart was torn
and i came over to say sorry
and there i seen
you lying there dead
there was a note on the floor
it said:
i am sorry i didn't mean to
i have always loved you
and i no you hate me
and i couldn't take it
so i took the gun by his body
and took it to my head
and me and him my long lost love
are finally dead