By Not Being There

by Illusion   Aug 9, 2005


I feel so alone,
I feel so dead,
I feel so small,
Lying in this cold bloody bed.

I have no one to love,
And no one loves me,
I'm sinking into the depths of hell,
I don't think my soul will ever be redeemed.

I'm an emotional wreck,
All I do is cry,
I pray endlessly that you'll take me back,
I pray endlessly to die.

Theres no point in living,
I can't live without your love,
Even if it was pretend,
I find that you are still all that I dream of.

I never wanted to hurt you,
I never wanted to cause you pain,
I regret what I did to you,
I live in constant shame.

Someday you'll find out how much you mean to me,
And how much I really care,
You'll find out how much you hurt me,
Just by not being there.

Dedicated to K

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  • 18 years ago

    by unnoticedXlove

    Hehe this is rele good... i love u haha i dont even kno u but i still love ya hahaha idk im weird

  • 18 years ago

    by TeArS R FaLLiNg

    So sad, hope things have worked out and that youre okay!!! xxx5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by BleedingAngel

    WOW...I'm touched!!! Like you wrote this poem with my words, this is exactly how I'm feeling every day...great poem, very emotioanl and deep....WELL DONE

    *Much love sabrina*

  • 18 years ago

    by EllenoreShade

    That was really good there are so many good ways to say, what you said, but htere are a few that can make it sound good.

  • 18 years ago

    by redxiii

    Really awesome i like it alot 5/5 for sure keep it up its better than mine

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