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I have no control,
I'm lost inside,
I cut and starve,
That's why I hide.
You would never understand,
You'd call me insane,
You'd make it so much worse,
That's why I cry in the rain.
I know not what to say,
There's no feeling left in me,
I'm lost inside,
Why can't you just let me be?
To save me everyday,
That's all I need,
Just you and your way,
I'm scared and alone,
But I might not be this way,
If I had a chance,
Or a single sane day.
You've ruined me,
And all I feel,
I can't take it anymore
This wasn't the deal.