My loves an Open Book

I go a few days, hoping I'll move on
So I don't care and I wont cry
But once again I go running back
And to this day I don't know why

It hurts so much just wondering
Who you're with & where you've been
It's like I'm not complete without you there
I see your face, I'm in love again

Why am I still here for you?
You've done some sh*t I'd never dream
Back then you just looked down on me
You thought you were hot sh t and acted mean

Not one soul on this earth
Has made me cry as much as you
No you'll never know, neither will they
It just never ends so what to do?

My love & presence you take for granted
You didn't see just what you had
I gave up but still had love
And just never knowing made me sad

But how'd I know one day we'd be?
Everyday knowing time was all it took
I'd say your name and tears would fall
My love for you's and open book