God I Need Help

I'm so confused
i don't know
what to feel
and what to do

God help me
i love him
but then he comes into my life
now i don't know what to
feel and what to say

I waited for you
to come back and talk to me
you never did then again
you said you had something to do
then i go and chat
with another person
not knowing I'd feel
something i thought
only you could make me feel

God help me
i don't know what to
do I'm scared
to fall for another
when i feel so much
for him
but this feeling of closeness
and understanding is so
much and so nice

Its nothing like what i felt for him
he made me all jittery
and this one makes me
well he makes me happy
but i know that its not the
type of love i feel for the
real man that has my heart
but something inside
me is scaring me
saying i might get attached

God help me
i don't know
what to do or
what to feel

Dam I'm so scared
I'm afraid to believe
I'm falling in love for
someone else
i mean like i said
its not quite the same
so does that mean
that instead of love
it just might be
friendship

God help me
i don't know what to
do anymore
and for once i got
caught at a game
i didn't ever
think I'd play

Maybe its the loneness of him being away
or maybe its that were one in the same
the other man and me
but they always say
"Opposites attract"
right

I will say this though
i do love u baby
maybe this once
i need my space
and time to
think this trough
but if this is love
then the answer
will be you

And i have a feeling it is you
and me being worried about something i don't have to

But still
God help me
i don't know what
to say anymore

Please tell me I'm stronger than this
Please just tell me
That one thing
Please....