Lifes gift and hell

To be in this position you have to understand
hold on and listen to my plea
god never blessed me
only with my unborn son to be

I'm a single parent
doing what i gotta do to survive
don't judge me on what i have to stay alive

ever since i was born I've been cursed
it really hurts
just in case i never get to see my unborn son i wrote this letter so he would understand
that I'm sorry there was no man

bu your daddy left us all alone he didn't mean to he meant to come home i can see your white coat and your surgeons knife and i can see you off to college unlike mommy's life

don't get a girl pregnant
use protection
always go in the right direction
never down yourself and keep your head held high and don't join gangs
to be cool and do drive bys
like your father did he died
that night mommy held her pillow tight and cried
cause he never got to see his son be the one and grow into a Goodman
but mommy is doing everything she can