Why Am I Here

Why am I here?
I don't really know why
I wish you were near
So I could say my goodbye

What I have done
Is an ungodly sin
Apologies just aren't enough
I guess the devil wins

I have tried and tried
Believe me it's true
I have cried and cried
And I sure will miss you

You say God will forgive me
But I don't know how
I guess this just has to be
I have got to do it now