Drowning myself

Long sleeves hide,
all my bloody lies
Golden bubbles,
Drown my troubles
Wet tears,
prove my loneliness
Deep under covers,
I hide
For you, my eyes cannot stand
Turmoil is where you throw me
Decisions which have been made,
I cannot stand
Don't expect me to walk away
Drown in this crimson sea
No end in sight
Mouth-fulls swallowed
What do you do, when you cant even save yourself?
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Ya, my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday. So I wrote this