I Love You This Much.

Rumors are said, and there has been talk.
I get this empty feeling, and my mouth feels like chalk.
I cry until, I scream to the sky.
I scream until, I my voice has died.
Wiping the tears and hold them back.
I thought I was stronger, this I lack.
I dash to my room, the door I shut.
I'm starting to shake, as I start to cut.
I've missed this feeling, I haven't had it for so long.
My radio blaring, a sad emo song.
I feel no pain, til' the next day.
I don't tell anyone, I wish as I may.
I hold my wrists so no one sees.
But the truth is, I want to be at ease.
I know now, they rumors were untrue.
I wasted some tears, for nothing but you.

This is how much I love you..